So wow its been forever since i've written in this thing. Check out my myspace guys! same name as this so not too confusing. but anyways...

so this little contest with me, kay, diroll, thompson and nateis gonna be so much fun. i dont get why the guys think they're gonna win. i think they underestimate me and kay's competitive spirits. we'll do whatever it takes to win this thing...well except coke, kay said no to that. but is ok ..we'll figure it out!! we're totally gonna win!

oh and kinda big news..i'm running for Hall of Fame Queen! wish me luck! i'm really excited about it. i know i dont have a shot in hell but Kenz and i are doing it together so if nothing else we'll have SO much fun!

AND...i got a new job! i'm now a waitress at Friendly's on wales..come visit! and leave me BIG tips!!!

Lets see...am i missing anything?? i dont think so. I dont know, lately everything has been really confusing. i cant make up my mind about ANYTHING. hopefully i'll figure stuff out. but right now its all pretty chaotic..so if im bitchy( and i mean more than normal) just ignore it..im STRESSED! lol

ok love you all!

me 

So this weekend i had every intention of going up to Kent with kel for sarah's 19 th birthday bash but all my plans were foiled when....

Ryan Came Home!!!!

That boy..god i love him, he borrowed his roomates truck and drove all the way home friday nite and surprised me at work!!  he's so damn cute...we spent all weekend together because i definately missed him like crazy and this was probably one of the best weekends EVER!! he's great!!! i dont know what i'd do without that boy!

anyways..this senior trip thing is driving me nuts. so far we have 5 girls; lauren, me, kelly, julie and carrie and we really need another two. righ tnow we're thinking lexy and kenz..only problem..kenz. love the girl to death, shes a blast..but shes also uber good; and well us..not so much. we plan to have fun..that means dancing everynite, drinking and going crazy...three things i dont think kenz will ever do.,.but we'll see. We're gonna have an amazing time and thats all that matters!!!!

so thats about it. talk to ya later! peace out

OU Oh Yeah!

i've finally figured it out. After many visits and long talks with teachers, ie. Mr. L, my guidance counselor and others withmore wisdom then I, i've decided on Ohio University! Thank God i go that figured out. theres a weight lifted off my shoulders.  I know what youre thinking, i thought the same thing at first; that after 12 years of busting my ass i'm settling on OU..kinda a dissappointment, but not for this.  Duquesne is a great school with a great reputation but not for forensics. OU's been in the business for 30 years...Duq has yet to graduate a class from their program..not to mention, our own home town crime lab is nothing but OU grads.  If it were any other program i would have chosen Duquesne but in this area OU is much better qualified. Aside from the academic side of the argument OU is wayy cheaper Hello! Duq is more then twice the tuition. So there...kathleen and others, is my reasoning for my choice! lol i think it'll be a good time, i'm really excited! theres more to do there than what meets the eye. And all of you better be visiting me next year for Halloween!

So it's been forever since i wrote last...we since my birthday anyways, so i figured its time to write again. christmas break went by WAY too fast, only 30 hours left...YIKES! not cool. but break was SO much fun, i just wish it had been longer. ryan and i had an amazing weekend together in PA at splash lagoon (an indorr water park) we felt like we were 6, and we are, so it was a blast. and i couldnt  have asked for a better way to ring in the new year then with him. god i love that kid! we've both changed so much over the past year, its kinda weird to think about, especially him. had someone told us this time last year that we'd be together still (14 months later! ) we would've laughed at them. and when we tell people that used to be friends or went to high school with him that we're still together they just cant believe it. but we're totally happy together and we love it!

and oh my god its 2006...this is crazy. it's the year we graduate kids!!!!who's excited?! we're half way there, its so close i can feel it. my new year's resolution is to HAVE FUN!! of course i need to get my work done, and i will,but im not gonna let it drag me down. it our last year of high school ever, we can redo it, we need to live it up while we can!!! next year is going to be different for all of us, we'll never have the chance to have fun with these people again, so i'm gonna enjoy ever second of it!!!